This can make me crazy

This day I received the exam. It was really stressful, I pray that I don't remedial. Apparently it's beyond my thinking, all the remedial exam:( instant I was silent because all my friends do not remed,although there are some. But this is really beyond my expectations. I was crying, but there's no point in crying because there was no point, the cries I will not make me be good value. Oh god, 
what is this all just a trial? whether these should I get? I think is not fair, it feels like to scream as loud as hardness! 
All my friends cheated but they instead get a very high, but I? I was honest with what I do and the result of this, these results! value very very bad......  hmm, I don't be discouraged by all this I will be chasing me for better value more. this is semester 1, and there may be a gap for me to fix everything in the day yesterday:) and Idid not tell my parents would not be possible because if I tell them what would happen? I will definitely chewed-_-I think you also have felt the same with me? right? 
and this my expression haha